Immersing in boredom. :/

How long since we last met? DOH -.- Everyone is busy with their own life,

 and I can barely remember y'all faces. Pimpers on the left or right or forehead, eh? 

Miss y'all so so so so damn much. :'( 

Hey :)
The sun wasn't as friendly as usual recently, & seemed like it wants to burn down the whole earth into ashes. Super hot bha.. Sometimes, I would prayed for a rainy day although I hate it so damn much, now you can imagine how hot the weather is lately. It is a warning for us, human being. Save the planet, people!

Well, still, my days were incredibly boring. And for the first time, I hate holidays! DOH !-.- You can't imagine a girl who used to jump here and there, hyperactive and can't get her ass on a chair for more than 5 minutes, is now stuck in the house, staring at the computer screen or the ceiling everyday. She could probably die of boredom. DOH!  I know I can't complaint more about this. It is all my fault, I haven't get the damn license yet. Blame me, blame me. But honestly, it's not ALL my fault. It is just simply because I went to a super 'famous' driving school, and the teachers there are super busy. I've got my "L" license bha..It just that the teacher has no free time for me yet. But I'm pretty sure that my name is on the waiting list, and it better be. :/

I want to go to school with school uniform with a school bag so badly. I can't wait till the day school start, even though I know I will regret for saying this one day. I need something on my hand and brain, or anywhere else, just don't let me live in empty like exactly what is happening now. I love to be busy, and stay under certain kind of pressures. It may sounds insane, I was addicted to it. A busy bee, I will soon to be. My fingers will no longer lay on the keyboard or the TV remote, since the form 6 system has changed, and it is like we have 3 times STPM within two years. Excited. :D

"....if happy ever after day exists, I would be holding you like this. All the fairy tales are full of shits, one more fucking love song I'll be sick..."

I don't trust in love between a girl and a boy. Fake.
Nice lyrics, though, picked from Payphone by Maroon 5.

Bye :)

Life.

"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today. - James Dean"

How many days more I can sit over here and blog?

I've got a friend, who had passed away 2 days ago in an accident. I stunned when I heard that from my friend. That moment, his face and all the memories with him popped out. I can't imagine the pains he went through during the accident. Tears rushed out from my eyes. How?..I mean, how could it happened? He is a kind man. We met each other during National Service. Although he was a smoker, but he was so determine to change to a better person and finally he did it. He is really a kind man. But sadly, God took him away. I know God has HIS reason, right? Rest in peace, Salleh. You will be greatly missed. :')

Our lives are like a candle in the wind. Anytime, without any hint, it would distinguish. I mean, who knows what is going to happen next. I can't sleep well these few nights. I just can't stop thinking about that. Perhaps it is the time for me to think, what should I do to make my life worthy..What should I do so that I would not die in remorse. And, the best way is, never give up life. Keep moving on, people.

You know, some days are bad, some days are good. No matter the day, always be glad of what you have. Live life, in a proper way. :)

“Life is short. Break the rules. Forgive quickly. Kiss slowly. Love truly. Laugh uncontrollably. And never regret ANYTHING that makes you smile.” - Mark Twain

# Just stay with me until my last post. ;-)

Bye.

First day?

" I'd imagine the whole world was one big machine. Machine never come with any extra parts, you know. They always come with the exact amount they need. So I figured if the entire world was one big machine, I couldn't be an extra part. I had to be here for some reason.." - Hugo Cabret

Hi :) I'm back to blog.
Let me describe myself briefly as you may have forgotten about me. I am Chai Shin, 17. I've changed a lot. I have dark skin colour, and I am chubby. Jobless, goyang kaki at home nowadays. Umm..Love tweeting. Single.

I am feeling weird right now. Probably because of it's been a very long time since I last blog. DOH -.- Never mind, I can get used to it soon. Life is boring. Stuck in the house and undergoing oxidation. Rusting while I am waiting for Form 6, which will be start on 7th May. But, looking forward to it.  :)

So, that's all. Hmm..Short post, eh? Seriously, I have no idea what to type, and my fingers laid on the keyboard for more than half an hour already. Hahax. It's okay. Will come again with some photos, perhaps.

Be patient. ;-)