Helliday.

Was at a Penang Market. 

Well, as you can see, I am getting fatter. Credits to my mum, who is a very good cook. 

How am I? Right, I am quite fine. Can hardly survive. Tonnes of homework, seriously, are driving me crazy. You know, when you are doing your questions happily, and you feel so proud, but suddenly, a weird question comes across your eyes, and you're like WTH? You sit there, scratch your head hardly as if the answer would pop up magically when you do so, stare at your question for hours and yet, the answer sheet still clean as a white cloth. Ever think of waving a white flag? Yes, always.

My holiday turned into Helliday. Sigh. By the way, I have started my tuition for biology. Well, feeling quite happy about that. You know, you can't deal with the biology book alone, otherwise, you would get bald. It is more than what you thought. But still, the practical works are fun, I mean the experiments. Form 6 life are not that torturing after all. :)

Anyway, I won't give up. Will burn all the white cloth in my home later. Haha..Just kidding. Right...um..so, study hard and smart. STPM is on 5th November this year. Crazily fast. But I wish I can spend more time with my besties. We're quite disconnect recently. :( Sigh. I need that damn license so badly. GOSH... 

Well.

That's all for today.

Bye :)

New stage of life. :)

Hey :)

My form 6 life has started, officially. I went to the new school, which is SMK Kepong (Ulu) on Monday. The school is definitely a very strange place for me, and it is much bigger than the other school. You could get lost easily there, so, bring your GPS along, if you want to visit me. Hahaha. :D My class has only 19 people, and after holiday will be lesser, I'm certain about that. Have to adapt to a new situation, with new friends and teachers. Gahhh...It is not an easy job. However, your lovely blogger is able to manage it, hardly. That's the impact on a ex-PLKNer. :D *Proud

Hmm..To be honest, after one week of school, I deeply realize that Form 6 is more than what I had expected. More difficult, and complicated. You know, I am a slow learner, but STPM is on November. Dying? Doh.....Have to work really very hard this time. Honest saying. But the lessons are quite interesting and you wold love to learn more and know more about it. It is fascinating, like gravity. Anyway, hope I can manage it as well. *finger crossed


Sometimes, I would cry simply because of I was scared. Scared of everything. But I would cry in front of the mirror, to remind me how ugly I am when I cry and never never cry again. :')




Be safe.
Bye.
:)

Immersing in boredom. :/

How long since we last met? DOH -.- Everyone is busy with their own life,

 and I can barely remember y'all faces. Pimpers on the left or right or forehead, eh? 

Miss y'all so so so so damn much. :'( 

Hey :)
The sun wasn't as friendly as usual recently, & seemed like it wants to burn down the whole earth into ashes. Super hot bha.. Sometimes, I would prayed for a rainy day although I hate it so damn much, now you can imagine how hot the weather is lately. It is a warning for us, human being. Save the planet, people!

Well, still, my days were incredibly boring. And for the first time, I hate holidays! DOH !-.- You can't imagine a girl who used to jump here and there, hyperactive and can't get her ass on a chair for more than 5 minutes, is now stuck in the house, staring at the computer screen or the ceiling everyday. She could probably die of boredom. DOH!  I know I can't complaint more about this. It is all my fault, I haven't get the damn license yet. Blame me, blame me. But honestly, it's not ALL my fault. It is just simply because I went to a super 'famous' driving school, and the teachers there are super busy. I've got my "L" license bha..It just that the teacher has no free time for me yet. But I'm pretty sure that my name is on the waiting list, and it better be. :/

I want to go to school with school uniform with a school bag so badly. I can't wait till the day school start, even though I know I will regret for saying this one day. I need something on my hand and brain, or anywhere else, just don't let me live in empty like exactly what is happening now. I love to be busy, and stay under certain kind of pressures. It may sounds insane, I was addicted to it. A busy bee, I will soon to be. My fingers will no longer lay on the keyboard or the TV remote, since the form 6 system has changed, and it is like we have 3 times STPM within two years. Excited. :D

"....if happy ever after day exists, I would be holding you like this. All the fairy tales are full of shits, one more fucking love song I'll be sick..."

I don't trust in love between a girl and a boy. Fake.
Nice lyrics, though, picked from Payphone by Maroon 5.

Bye :)

Life.

"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today. - James Dean"

How many days more I can sit over here and blog?

I've got a friend, who had passed away 2 days ago in an accident. I stunned when I heard that from my friend. That moment, his face and all the memories with him popped out. I can't imagine the pains he went through during the accident. Tears rushed out from my eyes. How?..I mean, how could it happened? He is a kind man. We met each other during National Service. Although he was a smoker, but he was so determine to change to a better person and finally he did it. He is really a kind man. But sadly, God took him away. I know God has HIS reason, right? Rest in peace, Salleh. You will be greatly missed. :')

Our lives are like a candle in the wind. Anytime, without any hint, it would distinguish. I mean, who knows what is going to happen next. I can't sleep well these few nights. I just can't stop thinking about that. Perhaps it is the time for me to think, what should I do to make my life worthy..What should I do so that I would not die in remorse. And, the best way is, never give up life. Keep moving on, people.

You know, some days are bad, some days are good. No matter the day, always be glad of what you have. Live life, in a proper way. :)

“Life is short. Break the rules. Forgive quickly. Kiss slowly. Love truly. Laugh uncontrollably. And never regret ANYTHING that makes you smile.” - Mark Twain

# Just stay with me until my last post. ;-)

Bye.

First day?

" I'd imagine the whole world was one big machine. Machine never come with any extra parts, you know. They always come with the exact amount they need. So I figured if the entire world was one big machine, I couldn't be an extra part. I had to be here for some reason.." - Hugo Cabret

Hi :) I'm back to blog.
Let me describe myself briefly as you may have forgotten about me. I am Chai Shin, 17. I've changed a lot. I have dark skin colour, and I am chubby. Jobless, goyang kaki at home nowadays. Umm..Love tweeting. Single.

I am feeling weird right now. Probably because of it's been a very long time since I last blog. DOH -.- Never mind, I can get used to it soon. Life is boring. Stuck in the house and undergoing oxidation. Rusting while I am waiting for Form 6, which will be start on 7th May. But, looking forward to it.  :)

So, that's all. Hmm..Short post, eh? Seriously, I have no idea what to type, and my fingers laid on the keyboard for more than half an hour already. Hahax. It's okay. Will come again with some photos, perhaps.

Be patient. ;-)

I want no more.

I want no more.
I have the warmest home.
With my cute and cool family members.
A daddy with his good sense of humour, a playful mother, 2 cute sisters and a naughty brother.
May YOU bless them live happily everyday.

I want no more.
I have a gang of crazy friends.
They gave me laughters, tears, comfort, calls, messages...
Uncountable gifts.
They, are like the angels whom sent form YOU.
I have the cutest classmates as well.
Excellence teachers.
And, a class named 5 Bakti.

I want no more.
I am healthy enough.
Strong enough.
I am a normal people.

I want no more.
I have a gang of fanstatics juniors.
They are going to receive our posts.
And so, we can rest.
They are our hope.

I want no more.
I am updated enough.
I am typing this post using the laptop.
And, taking photos using DSLR.
Even my room, has an air-conditioner.

I want no more.
I have enough food to eat.
Enough clothes to wear.
And, a spectacle to help in my short-sighteness.

I want no more from YOU, God.
YOU have treated me well. I wish I can share some of YOUR gifts with those who need.
I want no more from YOU, God.
May you bless all the angels YOU sent stay healthy and happy.
Words can't explain my gratefulness towards YOU.

:)

I want no more.
Just, Thank YOU.